What if one thing led to another, but then it never went further?

~ I STILL HAVEN'T FOUND SHOES THAT FIT ~

"Hey remember that one song from 2011...?"

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I got a secret

I think I was born to be in a state of longing
born to be wanting, wanting

I put it in a letter to you,
yeah, it's true that I've changed,
what was once is now broken
broken in two

I feel like a travelling salesman
even though I'm a woman
If you lay down beside me
you'll feel that I'm cold, it's true

I'd be lying if I didn't say
I'm just playing a game and I'm empty
but I'm also the same
believe me it's true

I love the danger in distance
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I feel like a travelling salesman
                          even though I'm a woman . . .

Where did I misplace my self-identity, and how can I exchange it for something else?

Day Two in the quest of ...

~✨ Rid Cerri's room of unused and unwanted items forevermore, while also adding in chic clothes, mystical items of other-world magic, and arrange all in a calming, spacious, organised way ✨~ 

So far I have entirely emptied two of my dresser drawers, Marie Kondo'd all underwear, sock, and misc hat etc clothing drawers, arranged the box drawers on my desk to stack on top of each other to create more space, and cleaned out one paper folder that contained old 'to do' lists from 2011 to present- because who still needs a grocery list of the 9 things I bought one Friday in 2013?

Exactly.

Smashin' it!

Currently in the process of creating a master 'to do' list of all the general life goals I wish to achieve so I can get rid of the 8 separate ones I have now.

To keep me motivated throughout this gruelling process, I stream Sherlock BBC series on low in the background.

Past Cerri was rockin that shiz.

Things I Have Found and Promptly Thrown Out/Recycled Due To My New Rule

This new rule is 'IF YOU DON'T WANT IT, JUST TOSS IT, LASSIE!'... 'No! Don't stare at it wondering if you'll ever need it again! These unanswerable questions will just add lines to your face and take years from your life! Just Bin It!'

So! ~~

❊ The stretchy ties that come with new shoes that I might someday make into a hairtie if I was ever lacking 

❊ An unidentifiable long piece of firm but stretchy strip of plastic that calms my soul and realigns my Chakras just holding it

❊ A few torn off corners from coffee sachets

❊ A black whiteboard marker that doesn't work

❊ An orange sticky note that says: Head Side Top of paper this End

❊ A broken plastic spoon

❊ Two thick strips of foam

❊ Eight plastic packets that once contained menstrual pads that I feel guilty adding to landfill, even though it's up to the companies to create recyclable packaging

❊ Three pieces of orange crepe paper

❊ Two broken plastic knitting needle holders

❊ A tiny bell and collar that came off a Lindt chocolate Easter rabbit last year that I was saving, also, in case I needed an impromptu hair-tie in a hurry

❊ One black piece of crepe paper

❊ A box that used to contain a Christmas cake topper, for whatever reason

❊ The actual Christmas cake topper

❊ Any sock that has a hole in it, which is Eleven

❊ The top of a gatorade bottle

❊ An opened plastic cutlery package

❊ Two ripped plastic bags

❊ The lid of a jar

❊ A quarter of a container of bubble blowing solution I have had since 2013

❊ A small round plastic firm circle inside one of those little plastic bags that I have NO IDEA what is used for

⭑ ⭑ ⭐   ✫   ✴     ✦      ✭    ✳     ✺   ~ Stay tuned for more absurd discoveries on the Cerri channel! 

 

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